20/07/2005

the day passed, most likely like the day before ( that means yesterday) .. but it s a little better. as usual i woke up at 9, found out that there was nothing for me to do, and continued sleeping until 12pm. woke up, cook lunch, and watch t.v (while muchin any food i could find in the kitchen)... program after program..form the stupid stupin mury's show....to sabrina the teenage witch, to pokemon (yes people, i watch pokemon here), to jackie chan's adventure. to xiaolin showdown..fortunately, anuar, rakin, feroz and myself was invited to play soccer for SIFE team. they joined a local soccer league. the goal of the game was...not to lose. as the team has not been performing well in provious games(thats why they ended at the bottom of the chart)..so our presence was some sort like 'messiah' to the team.. we played well..anuar scored the first goal..it was a beautiful 15 yards shot..the opponent(lets just call them the bad guy, and we are teh good guys)..shot 2 goals after that, but i was the hero on the 1st half(cheh..poyo je..) a beautiful run mengelirukan pihak lawan to allow anuar to pass me the ball..i was covered by 2 top players of the bad guys team..(tries to make it sounds as dramatic aas i can..), but still, i managed to find some very small and limited space to release one beautiful shot, passed the 2 defenders and..the best part..between the legs of the goalie... the first half ended with 2-2..second half, was a tougher game..we got a lot of chance to score, but it was just the luck teared the goal apart. the bad guy managed to find another goal after one technical mistake by our defence. it was not the end of the story. we worked very hard. anuar' s try was denied several times, so does mine..but god was with us...selepas beberapa percubaan mengenai palang...charlie managed to have his solo, he saw me, i was in a good position to score..the pass went thru, as i got the ball, i turned and gave one strong, but not so strong shot..the goalie managed to reach the ball..but as the ball was so strong...it flipped thru his/or hers fingers.....and .....GOALLLLLLLL!!!!!! i scored again.... the bad guy team was in a great shock to see that brilliant move and wonderful shot..(hahaha..dream on, imran)..tried so hard to score, but feroz was so great at being a goal keeper..the game ended 3-3..so..GOAL Accomplished!!!

night, went to the summerscape kids' performance. the thing i like about it was....the level of confidence these kids have and the amount of courage they posses in making things great!!! there was singing, drama, piano, soprano, karate, dancing, etc. these little kids have no problem at all to do them. the spirit was like...'i just dont care what are you gonna say, whati am going to do is...i am going to give my very best, and i am going to feel good and feel proud about it'. they reminds me to my younger days when i joined a lot of stage shows..as early as when i was in kindergaden..still remeber the moment when i was on the stage in front of a hall full of parents.. and told story about prophet Noah and a whale...

the main juice of night was .. a ceremony where the summerscape seniors to say 'goodbye' because they are no more eligible to join it next summer...it was a candle light ceremony. the seniors are going to light their candles, followed by the juniors..the stage was dark, only lighted with those candles...music was so...so...smooth and touchy...'time after time', 'will you remember me', and some other songs about friendship. my tears nearly came out to see each o f them, one by one to say their last words before they blew their candle up.. i saw bob at the other end of the hall..i know he was recalling memories with his MCKK people.. and i know i should let him be.. the ceremony continues..i watched the whole thing.. frankly ...it really reminds me to days when i got to say goodbye to my beloved friends i met thru this short life. those friends with swear and promises for a lifetime friendship, those friends who mean a lot to me..those friends who watched my ups and downs, those friends that gave me their hand when i was falling, when i was down, when i have no strength to go thru anymore, when i gave up to life and hope that i never ever be i this world...i remember you, my friends..always.. not to forget .. those friends that i am currently have..my beloved friends that have been with me, worked hard to make our dreams come true...no matter what happens..i am talking to you, my SIFE friends, i am talking to you , my debate fellas...it also reminds me that one day, not too long to arrive, i shall need to say goodbye to the people i currently see everyday..my intern friends...i know, as usual, i shall not cry in the eyes but deep in me...its gonna be a never ending tears...god...

i have no guts to write anymore....

imran