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Thursday, July 21, 2005

up, down?

21/7/2005

when it comes to life, lots of things were uncertain...in fact, life is all about uncertainity...the moment i am writing this, i have no idea why am i feeling so down. i feel like i am loosing things that i know i will lose someday but actually i am not sure that either i shall lose the thing or its the other way around, meaning to say that i will get it. it is all about the situation where i want something so much because it is not easy for me to find any of it. in the same time i found that for me to get 'it', is going to be harder than to find it. some people say that i shold let it all the thinking go away and start to go for 'it'. but it is not as simple as that, there is a wall that i need to look for the key so i can open the door and go thru it carefully, and safely... becaue the wall is old, it needs extra carebecause if not, the wall is going to fall. Most important of all, it has been there for long and it means a lot to me . . but still, even if i got thru it, there are fairies and guardians, guarding and securing 'it', so only the right and worthy person may get to it and have it. anyway, bottomline is, even i may pass all the earlier obstacles, it is still up to 'it' to make i proof yourself so 'it' got to decide if it wants to be my 'it'... lucky and happy me if i made it..if not...i guess, another 'it' next time...


He who has faith has... an inward reservoir of courage, hope, confidence, calmness, and assuring trust that all will come out well - even though to the world it may appear to come out most badly.
-B. C. Forbes-

posted by imran at 3:44 AM |

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