its friday and i felt very sorry for myself...

it is about magic. i promised her that i will give her a call to confirm if i could make it to join her for a backpack to thailand this coming chinese new year/awal muharram/federal territory day. its a 7 days free days. she didn't ask for much, a trip not exceeds RM 200. yes, that's not that big ammount of money as compared to the enjoyment of the trip we are going to have.

first, the matter was the money. i got it settled. i got the money. in fact, i got more the ammount i need. second, and this is where the problem lies. i have already (sub-conciously) made some sort of promise to my family that i shall spend my days at home this coming holiday..plus several other promisses to be at some place at various times for different occasions. the biggest of all, to go for Arau Open debating competition...the tournament where I was one of the 3 people that innitiated 4 years ago. hell, its already 4 years? darn, i didn't realize it. one tournament that i was suppose to win (though i was on the org. com, i can still compete, right?) until one crazy lady from one of UiTM branch gave us the loss on the gound that she likes the slang a girl from the negative side posses. humph..what ever...

so i gave magic a call somewhere around 10pm. told her the truth, she was o.k with it... she told me to keep the money so we can go to another trip to chiang mai on may. as much as i was so enthusiast to go, i would still need to consider...it might be to close to my final exam. the exam that will determine either i could finally end my status as student, and start to bond myself with the corporate world. the time i have been waiting for long.

just pray for my success, people.

thank you...