a little force to yourself, for yourself, by yourself could do miracle. and that was what happened to me today. i was late for to be at the SIFE exhibiton..organized by UiTM student affairs dept, in conjunction with the Young Leaders Convention opening ceremony whereby the Deputy Prime Minister to officiate the thing. I practically didn't sleep last night..i just can't. i tried hard but seemed that it didn't work. but i think it was a bless someway because because of that, i can help a friend of mine.mildred and the gang. they were on their way to UiTM and they got lost. so, since i just can't sleep, or should i say trying to be a good host since i am from UiTM...i did them a favor by fetching them up and showed them the way from the closest point they can get to shah alam..in this case, the ProJet gas station in section 13. i only managed to somehow sleep (if you consider to wake up every 45 mins as still a sleep) at 5.30am.

made it to the exhibition, and guess what, i had a chance to be one of SIFE's spokesperson to explain our activitis to Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak, the Deputy Prime Minister of Malaysia. It wasn't long, but it was long enough for us to have a conversation.

on my way for Friday prayer, encoutered a situation where a boy (UiTM student) involved in an motorcycle accident. he was lying on the streetside, and there were around 15 people around him. i stopped over, asked that if anybody did call the ambulance? guess what..? NO ONE have a logical mind to think that. its not that i want to say that i'm great or what, but at least, in the sane mind..have some guts to think. one thing they tried to do, (at least) tried to stop some cars, to give the poor boy a lift to the UiTM's health center. a lady with BMW stopped by, but as the people acted so slowly to bring the boy to the car, she left...( i wonder who to blame...the lady or the crowd, or both?). so i rode my cheap Honda EX5 to the health center, just to find out that there were no driver available as all of them went for the friday prayer.and they can do nothing about it...hell..can't they try to use one technology called the CELL PHONE? can't they call the guy and tell him that he is needed urgently. a boy is lying on the roadside, bleeding, unconcious...don't you have some heart to help? or at least...remember...it's your job. the god will ask you in during the judgement on the hereafter, how much did he do in performing his obligaton as the person who is responsible on students' health? what did he do with the money he received by working half-heartedly...the money that being used to feed his wife, his children? hell..why don't people think about that?

thank god a girl (good looking also ='>) offered help. so we went on her vitara.thank god the moment we got there, UiTM patrol car actually have been there first and brought the boy to the center. i later had a chat with the boy's friend. got to know the story and all...i guess he should be O.K...i pray for him.

went back to my room, (yes, i missed my friday prayer) and i somehow fall asleep. woke up later in the evening and i know i got to go to the gym. i have promised Jan. but inside me..it feels so...lazy. again, i forced myself...and guess what? i lost 700grams today! as i went out just now, i was 79.5kg. i love it...love it..

and now i'm in the cc woth edzuan, waiting for (its 2am now) hafiedz, hendra and masai to finish playing snooker so we can go back home...hmm..seems like my plan to wake up early tomorrow (that means today), maybe to go for a light sesssion in the gym before i go to the debate training...will not happen...

sayonara, pople!!