Tomorrow ,November 25th is my mom's birthday. I am not the best son she has, but I know she means a lot to me. I shall never get any chance to say all these to her. This is the only avenue for me to express this. She will not read this but I don't care. I just wanna do this.

My mom is the best mom in the world. When parents of my friends stuffs their children with bucks to spend, she is the only person that I know, has been succesfully wakes up every single morning as early as 4.30am since the past 17 years to cook food for us. Not only one dish, but its gonna be TWO dishes. One for us to bring to school ( Yes, I got laughed last time during schooldays, but after years I believe that she did just the right thing to do. Why the heck we need to spend money on foods in the canteen when home-made were just simply better). One more for us to reheat when we are back from school for lunch. In fact, she is still doing it until today.

But being the way I am, such a ungrateful person walking on the land belong to the God, has always, until today hurts her feelings from time to time.

More to it, being a person that has problem to express feelings, made things worse. Trust me or not I did NEVER hug my mom since the time I could remember things. I still remember the time I was still in USA, I promised myself, in front of Bob, Rakin, and Ustaz that the first thing I'm going to do when I got back home, was to hug my mom. Until today, its still just a unfulfilled promise.

For you mom, the lady I called 'Mama' for the past 23 years of my life, I dedicate this song. It might not reflect you directly but actually it does in someway around. Hope you'll like it.