finally guys, it comes to the end. my 3 months stay in the U.S.A has come to the end. i am on my way home, transiting in narita for 5 hours. its just another airport, things are expensive and i hardly manage to find anything to buy, not even food yet.

anyway thats all besides the point. what am i feeling now? its a combination of various feelings. i am a bit happy as its only few more hours until i got to see faces that i have been missing since the last 3 months, anxiety is another, how am i going to cope with the new set of life. a lot of things has happened since the time i left malaysia. besides, i got to work hard to accomplish my personal goals, for the past 3 months, i took chance to do some reflection session to myself and listed some resulutions to be fulfilled. this time, i will work hard to make all of them come true. no more funny little never-able-to-accomplish targets. its now real, i even did SWOT analysis for it.

the journey here from L.A, i guess i was blessed. yes, i travelled alone, but i got one nice lady from japan, she was on her way home after completing her 3 years study in the states. a very nice lady, can talk to her about a lot of stuffs, fumika, if you are reading this, hope you are already home and got to have all the foods you have missed all these while

got to go, no money to pay for the internet anymore..