yes..yes, i know. i broke the promise. say no to leave you all alone again but i did it. it wasn't my intention to do that, the situation made me (yeah, talk about escapismistic-is there any of such word?)

regardless whatever has happened, i'm back. and i mean it. this page is not only important to you but also for me. this is the place where i express things that i want, the place where i can speak my mind up (not that i can't do it somewhere else, but i chose to do it here)

well, its march 31st today, the end of another month of thi year. the year that seems to be so important to me, the year when i have to decide what am i gonna be, not to forget, the year that i promised myself...to lose my tummy!

generally, the whole of last month went pretty hectic. i was practically occupied with something every single day. especially on weekends, i normally have 2 or more stuff to attend to and need to make the choice...be it ultimate, sife,work,debate,studies, etc..and i love it. you know how i hate to wake up in the morning, wondering what am i gonna do on that day...thats so irritating. but i admit sometimed when i got burn out, thats just what u need.

so what am i gonna do now is to conclude things happened to me since the past 23 days...

the good:

1. Attended a conference organized by Malaysia Strategic Research Center titled Malaysia and Asia at Nikko Hotel where Deputy Prime Minister of Malaysia gave the keynote speech (this is my 2nd time to meet him face to face this year ). My lecturer later tole me that she saw me on t.v during news=). I have to say it was an AWESOME thing. A lot of high level discussion and paper presentation, especially on the second day.
2. Attened a public lecture organized by Soka Gakkai Malaysia titled 'Islam Under Seige'. Lecture given by Dr. Akbar Ahmed from University of America, Washington D.C, USA.
3. Helped out in UiTM-University of Pretoria-High Commission of South Africa meeting.
4. Went ot Semi-Finals of Inti College Ultimate Tournament - The biggest (as for now) Ultimate competition in Malaysia.
5. Attended UM Ultimate Fun Day.
6. Upgraded to Yellow belt for Shito-Ryu Karate.
7. Organized and joined a karate demo during the UiTM Inter-College Opening ceremony.
8. Got an offer for an interview as Management Trainee at a shipping company. (and l really want to make it happen..i like the company so much!! ( this will happen coming tuesday-april 4th)
9. went for a horse ride at ulu yam with magic and uncle kamaruddin (thats lin's dad)
10. magic found me the song i have been looking for so long..(meatloaf-anything for love)
11. made my parents happy by being in penang during my cousin's wedding.(though i need to rush after UM's fun day and be there by night as the wedding took off the next day-biasa lah, kena tolong2, etc...dah kata penang family)

the not so good:

1. too busy - no chance for gym session.
2. not being able to take care of my diet -and i'm back on the old weight, i guess.
3. project paper-no progress.
4. my cousin got to find this page..(hell, she REALLY worked hard searching for it).
5. have been delaying to claim my pay from the UiTM International Office.

not sure good or not so good:

1. helped to 'save' my cousin (i won't mention which one) from a guy on their first blind date. she thought that guy gonna be a freak, happened to be (when i reached there and this is from my point of view) for the first impression..i think o.k, lah...
2. broke my specs..was is a blessing (so i can change to new look) or a disguise?

so what do you think...pretty 'balanced' month right?

well, as i told you earlier, i'll be here more frequent again. watch out for more hot stories and pecah-kepala news!

people, please pray for my luck..really need it for the tuesday interview...

i have to admit that i am an IT blind kind of person. most of the time, when i plays around with cursors and buttons, i have no freaking idea on whats going to happen next.

one fine day several months ago, i thought i have clicked on one option in this blog features that made me have to approve every little comments you post as to react to my postings. just found out that this morning and i had one quite long list of comments i never approve. i'm sorry people, my bad. now i know why is it all these while nobody commented on things that i write, thoght it was too boring until everybody have nothing to say about it...actually i was wrong...

thank you, everybody for all your comments. i love it. will try to approve everything you put on as long as it doesn't hurt the third party.(i.e. to say that jesus is a bastard, or something like that) i don't think i would do that.

i'm sorry again, my bad..my bad...

anyway, it is an important night tonight...Arsenal v.s Real Madrid. The Gunners have an advantage on 1 away goal..but i somehow still have doubt on how that could help much..as real will also play as an away team tonight. please god, please..really need this one to happen. after my Catalan brothers dumped Mourinho's people in a shame last night..i really need this one to happen.

i know all of you are with me..

Go! Gunners, Go!

i took this know-your-colour test... here is the result...

'Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.'

sounds a kind of true also..especially the 'intimidating' part...

intersted to take the test? here is the link:

http://web.tickle.com/invite?test=1108&type=t

good luck!

monday..starting today, my 1-month holiday from my duties in UiTM international office ends. but being me, i decide not to be there yet. planned to be there after Pak Ngku's class...maybe it was too hard to achieve. as the class finishes, the only thing i see in my mind was my nice bed in my house. guess what? i did that. evening, went for frisbee thingy, night, karate training, later night, joined kamal, adar, and julie for kuey-teow in sec. 7, and later that night, hang out with Magic (she is currently in Shah Alam, a pit stop in her 'Media Hunt' event, organized accidentally by a person that i know also..its Abg Mie, brother of one of my good friend since secondary skool, O-Chai) for a chat session while watching Oscar.(repeated-the actual time the show took time was this morning). went back..tired..and zzzz...

this week is a disaster, but yet full of satisfaction. i only managed to go for my gym session 2 times, that was on monday and tuesday. wednesday 'till saturday was filled with various activities such as to handle 3-days SIFE exhibition. UiTM had a PC Fair in the campus. For those who don't know what PC Fair is, it is an event where sellers and of computer and electronic gadgets come together and offer good discounts for their potential buyers. But being UiTM, it's not that alone. SIFE's 'mother'...MEDEC (Malaysian Enterprenurial Development Center) gave us a booth so we can show to world anything about SIFE, indirecly it plays a big role in allowing us to have a massive recruitment drive. The outcome was good, the feeling was so good the moment people came to us and start wondering where the hell those cups, medals, and trophies came from. and the pictures...all of them..awesome!

not to forget, as usual..i will be the most enthusiast person anytime a blodd donation drive comes to town. did that, for the eighth time in my life.go away with all bullshits where you shall gain weight everytime you do it..i don't believe in it.

besides, giving the location of the fair is in the UiTM sports complex itself, gave me a chance to try my luck in frisbee...this is not the normal way you play it as to throw it anywhere and everwhere you want..this game have a system of its own. the combination of rugby and netball..quite good, i felt good. gonna keep on doing this. at least i made some more friends in this last semester of mine in this beloved university.

plus, i fulfilled one of my childhood dream..to 'fly' like a superman. a group of sports and recreation kids set up a flying-fox downhill from the 'Padang Kawad' to the sports complex. and i did that..with the hook on my back, allowing me to perform the Superman's trademark posture when he flies.

three days to do all above...made you a kind of tired...

on saturday, the results for All-Asians try out was released, i was not in the list..and i totally understand why. no heart feeling at all, i have to say. in fact, i was a little worried if i got in the list. it much better to have the juniors to fill the space rather than an of old man that hve not being debating for a long..long time.

sunday,i rode back to gombak on sunday for the sake to wash my clothes...plus to meet my parents and sister, of course. i was lucky because in the evening, rina dungun came and brought me to this nice restaurant in ampang. as usual, i have no way to recall the name of the place. it was totally nice. a perfect place for a first date. chow guys, i got to go now...need to be back in shah alam by tonight. chiao...