somebody told me that we can guess what mood a person is in by knowing songs that thery are hearing to...

so, everybody out there, give my your shot. this is my list. the song's name first, followed by the singer's name. here they are..(not in particular order)

1. Nyanyian Serambi - Ramli Sarip
2. Bersenda Sama - Ramli Sarip
3. Gema Alam - Ramli Sarip
4. Pupus - Dewa
5. Satu - Dewa
6. Love - GerhanaSkaCinta
7. Kau Ilhamku - Man Bai
8. Photograph - Nickelback
9. Menanti Sebuah Jawapan - Padi
10. Sesuatu Yang Indah - Padi
11. UEFA Champions Leagu Theme

And i have just realize that 9 out of 11 songs were songs in Malay language. Its a kind of weird, dowh...

hmm...

i have nothing much to tell about what happens today except the fact that i helped to paint the house. literally, that's the only meaningful thing i did today besides watching Naruto-a Japanese anime.

but i do want to talk about last night, though there were not much things to say. i just want to tell you that i went to Bukit Permai last night, watching the beautiful scene of Kuala Lumpur city from the top of the hill. my friend and i, Rina were so bored and tensed with our own matters and we decide to have some moment to release all those unnecessary burden in our mind. as usual, played swing. it's just this time around, we weren't so lucky. for the first time, i got warned ( Rina described it as being chased away ) not to use facilities provided only for children of 12-years and below. hehe..what's wrong in trying to live back your good memories as kids?

in this case, realizing the fact that most of the people that comes to the park (especially at night) were the adults, and in most case scenario...majority of them were like us tonight. we were there to release all the unwanted memories and get all the sweet ones back. to the caretaker of the garden, i request you to provide US the facilities. make it compatible for us to use. and don't ever again, disturb our chance to get something that we deserve...the enjoyment of life.

sounds fair enough, right?

by the way...

its faiz's wedding ceremony today and guess who's the wife? yes, you are right, people..she is Nurhanani Abdullah. they have been together since their last year in UiTM Arau.

i could still remember those days when my good friend Faiz sat on the floor, thinking about his future with this girl, nani..he was so into that lady until he was willing to go thru all the hardship to get her. it's a long story...and i have no intention to cut it short here.

the bottom line is, they finally have passed the first challenge. to bring their love story into the new wave. as husband and wife, we know that there will be so much more for them to go thru. i will always pray for their best.

as i was shaking hands with my old mates presence to the ceremony, as to show respect and support to one of the comrade, i have to admit that my eyes was trying hard to find someone that i know. someone that used to be the closest person to me. she is my ex-girlfriend. then i started thinking, what would i do if the moment i see her, she is with her boyfriend? i would have no problem if she is alone. she told me once that the boy he is currently with is a kind tend to be extremely jelous. and meeting me is one of the thing that is strictly prohibited.in that case, how should i react? to act as if nothing happens or pretend we never know each other so she won't be blamed by the moron?

hmm...am i that powerful until someone that in the name of god DON'T know me at all have to worry so much. hey, i have already move on with my life. remember that. all i want is just to treat a friend as a friend and give the credit to the one that means a lot to me.

but then again, until the moment i left...i didn't see her face. should i be glad? frankly, i say no. i guess, no matter what it is..as a friend she have to try to be there. i really wish that she attends the ceremony. for me, friends will always be friends. no matter what differs us, or distance us away..

maybe i just think too much...

its friday and i felt very sorry for myself...

it is about magic. i promised her that i will give her a call to confirm if i could make it to join her for a backpack to thailand this coming chinese new year/awal muharram/federal territory day. its a 7 days free days. she didn't ask for much, a trip not exceeds RM 200. yes, that's not that big ammount of money as compared to the enjoyment of the trip we are going to have.

first, the matter was the money. i got it settled. i got the money. in fact, i got more the ammount i need. second, and this is where the problem lies. i have already (sub-conciously) made some sort of promise to my family that i shall spend my days at home this coming holiday..plus several other promisses to be at some place at various times for different occasions. the biggest of all, to go for Arau Open debating competition...the tournament where I was one of the 3 people that innitiated 4 years ago. hell, its already 4 years? darn, i didn't realize it. one tournament that i was suppose to win (though i was on the org. com, i can still compete, right?) until one crazy lady from one of UiTM branch gave us the loss on the gound that she likes the slang a girl from the negative side posses. humph..what ever...

so i gave magic a call somewhere around 10pm. told her the truth, she was o.k with it... she told me to keep the money so we can go to another trip to chiang mai on may. as much as i was so enthusiast to go, i would still need to consider...it might be to close to my final exam. the exam that will determine either i could finally end my status as student, and start to bond myself with the corporate world. the time i have been waiting for long.

just pray for my success, people.

thank you...

found my bike key....somebody in the UiTM Chancellery building, the place i work found it and handed it over to the security officer. the moment i got myself to the office, EVERYBODY has known about it. somebdy made an announcement on it, i guess. anyway, thank you god...after this i won't have to ask my boss to send me home anymore.

evening, a SIFE meeting...you know, all the stuffs..yada..yada..yada..

though today is a kind of though day, i still believe its a kind of nice one. though i was being sacarstically criticized by my own course tutor in class, it doesn't at all bring me down. though i'm still fighting over my knee pain, i guess a visit from a friend that later brought us for a chat over a drink in Khulafa bistro was something worth the pain walking...

its friday tomorrow and rizal a.k.a the old man needs me to fetch him to work. i'm planning to take an off day so i could work for my assignment. hmm..that's the beauty when you work under the student scheme...flexible working hours. whatever it is, your boss know that your study comes first over all the workloads in the office.

sayonara..

what is the worst way you could ever wake up from your sleep?

i just got the answer this morning. as i was having a nice dream, it was about me trying to save a girl from the bad people. i remember right before i woke up, i someway kicked the bad guy away in the fist fight (you know, being hero...thats what we do) ... and i could feel that it just hit the target so badly. but the question is, why am I the one who feels the pain? , and later woke up...feeling hurt on my knees? the answer is simple...while i was 'kicking' the bad guy in my dream ( where i suppose to be the hero ), in real life, subconciously i just bang my knees to the wall. and i banged it hard. so hard i can still feel the pain until now, after 15 hours it happenend. i was left with no choice but to go and see doctor first thing in the morning. not to forget how the doctor and his assistant laughed so hard while writing the priscription. i got an internal bleeding for that, no kidding. hell....

i thought that was all. the moment i got to the office, kaka arfah was there, waiting for me. and what did i do next? to unload boxes filled with files on the rack. mind you that those boxes can be considered HEAVY , looking at the stage of health i'm dealing now.

then, i just got to know that the people from Japanese Travel Bureau and a deligation form Quwait will be arriving after lunch, and both event runs concurrently. thank god Rizal a.k.a old man was there to take charge on the Japs, leaving to handle the Quwaitee. Prepared whatever needed, after some hassle relating to technicalities. i took a deep breath, hoping all these unlucky things ends there.

but no, it doesn't. as i was about to go out for lunch, i have just realize that my motorbike key wasn't at the place it used to be. and up until now, i'm still in the process of searching, wondering when would i find it. humph... indirectly saying that i can't go out for lunch. and i haven't have even a single bit of food for the whole day.

then the Quwait delegation arrived, everthing went well...and the best part, i got to join the tea session. thank god. finally something to fill my empty, hungry, and about to rhyme a concert stomach. thank god. i guess thats the only good thing happened to me today...maybe.

and just now, we did another session of loading and unloading session. this time, some brochure for the university. another challenge for my injured knee. but being a hero, went thru all that well.

and now i'm still stuck in the office. I WANT TO GO BACK ! but i don't have my bike key. god, please help me. i know i did a lot of sins but please forgive me. i'm just your humbe servant. don't punish me like this. please. i really need the key back. please..please...please...

please, god...please end this sufferings...

this is one of my new year resolution...

'to reduce my tummy size before asians debating championship 2006 that will be held this may'

so i went to a gymnasium in my university with a friend of mine this evening. his identity is yet to be exposed undet the principal of human right to privacy.(even google can decide not to expose his surfers list to american government, how can i do soemthing opposite to my friend, right?) we got ourself a program, a personal trainer, and the session starts. did some cycling and climbing (using machine, for sure!) and a bit of ab crunching. the best part, a sauna after all that. i just cant believe my ears the moment they(the frontdest people) offered us that. what? a sauna in uitm's gym? but its true, guys. i did that.

so the first day, moving towards my goal went well. even better, we were just offered by a friend to have a one-day session at Fitness First. that will take place tomorrow.

pray for my success, people. don't be suprised to see one familiar looking guy walking on the beach in Langkawi this May without his shirt on because he has nothing more to hide but more to show.to all my friends from kyung-hee, as i promised, i'll send you the photo.

great journey starts with little steps...

went to the stable today. i guess i have been missing johnny, black and ringgo (they are the 3 horses overhere) quite much. that alone was able to made me decide to sacrifice the enjoyment of PS2 and need for speed - most wanted aside. it has been more than a week since my last ride with ringgo. so hopefully today will be a good one. actually planned to go tomorrow but as the chance came earlier, why waste it, right?

lin, with her father and little brother were already there the moment i reach the place. not to forget her officemate was there too (damn my head for not able to recall her name!)...

unfortunately Fahmi wasn't around. guess he is not feeling o.k, maybe he was away to get some rest. its o.k.

the sad part was...ringgo has got some kind of injury on his front-left leg. that alone would tell me that he will need some rest for quite sometime.

johnny wasn't in a good mood too. wonder why...

black, ok as usual.

night, went to kak nurul's parents place in damansara. had nice mee goreng and fried chicken while watching All-England's semifinals. Kudos to the korean guy who made it to the single's finals. it was an excellent performance. lost the first set, but made comeback in the next, and won the rubber set. against peter-gade from denmark.used to be one of world's best. to the only malaysian finalist from double's category. may the force be with you.

MALAYSIA BOLEH !!!

yes people!!! its my birthday today.

since there were nothing like a party or something, i guess i got to do something. at 11.40pm last night, i rode all the way to Tanjung Harapan, (some call it as Tanjung Gila). why? this year, i'll be sitting at the seaside, watching container ships, fishermens' boats, and the operation of Northport, Port Klang.

sitting there watching at the scenery made me feel so free. though i got to sing the happy birthday song myself, is still believe this is the best way to do it. this is much better than stucked in shah alam doing nothing. much better.

there was no container operation this morning. only some container and cargo ships, waiting to leave the port were there. quite a number of fishermen were out. the wind breezed, bringing together the smell of the sea. and i was there looking at all these. the moon was bright, though it wasn't full. i love this. i love this so much.

thank you to those who called ( namely Zety and Nisa). For those that sent the text messages, i really appreciate it. may god bless all of you.

so, i'm now 24. what do i feel?

i have to admit that i'm getting bored to be in the education system. i want to go out, work out for my dreams. but i know god is great. HE has set things up for me. though i got a group of professors/lecturers to veto over my decision, i hope its for the good course. though i am still in the process of soul-searching, i believe the time will come when i don't have to walk alone anymore. though things aren't going right, i know i can do something to make it good again. i'm in the state where i want to do a lot of things, but i don't have means to do it all. but then again, i belive that its up to me to make it happen. wait, you people out there...time will tell

"happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to Imran,
Happy birthday to you."